The worst thing is that losing enthusiasm for doing anything. Or it is just not finding the right hobbit for doing something. Life being down when things come to this case. Ohterwise, these few days the weather is very hot. It is burning when even I just have a few walk in the street. Thinking that it is just still in june. how about the july and august? Hard to think about that. As a office worker, I should feel happy that I am not a outside worker. Their life are surely tougher. Even they surely earn more. Life is not perfect as what we trying to pursue it. Now, it is July
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We always can not know why time is passing at such unexpected fast speed. When we see from this moment for the passing time and days. We get frightened too. Last week I was on the train and I met one young fellow, he told me that he would go to Suzhou, And He is bicycle-runner, he had gone to many places in China by bicycle-riding. he will stay in shuzhou for few months and go for his destination Tibet again. I was much admiring for his courage and free way of living. I felt bad for my type of living way for some extends
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But, I surely had not options. I can't drop out my job and start travelling. Like everyone's vision " the world is big, I want to see", but the reality is that "the world is big, my pocket is small." I need to get salray for buying living stuff.Otherwise, I will get a lot of pressure. Do you mad? but, Sometimes I feel that I don't even have the courage of being mad for one time at least
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